The lineups at the car washes have been quite long this past week, but this morning I decided to pick up a coffee and go anyway. I listened to the radio and had a chance to do some people watching while the line crawled along.
I watched everyone in the nearby grocery store and coffee shop lot come and go about their business. Things I used to do with my husband and never gave a second thought to. Getting groceries, buying coffee, filling the car with gas – all the small things that seemed so ordinary and mundane at the time, but now can bring me to tears.
Mostly couples were out today, smiling and conversing while they loaded the trunk with their purchases, holding a hot drink while the other fumbled for keys, chit chatting while waiting in the car wash line. Such small things; things that most couples take for granted as just another everyday activity. I used to be the same way. I would get bored waiting in line and wished we were doing something far more exciting, but now I would love to have just one more chance at having a morning with my husband.
While I have become quite proficient at maintaining my cars, managing the house and my finances, and starting new ventures, I miss having someone to share it with. Someone to sit with at the end of the day and say ‘guess what I did today’. How wonderful it would be once again to feel the warm glow of intimate conversation and work towards a mutual goal.
I wonder if any of those people I saw today realized how special those moments were in just doing the ordinary tasks of life. I hope they appreciate them before they are gone.